EQ

I guess its the age , the maturity and probably the surroundings that have made me think on the thoughts I never gave even a damn in my past...
On giving a deeper look I realized these thoughts probably come to one's mind when one starts stepping up on the "Emotional Quotient " level ie. EQ level....
 I was always named as the girl with a stone heart....well not literally...but of course in terms of understanding different emotions....
Weeping ,cribbing and crying always stayed far away from me...probably because I never understood the emotional level of the situations....
I remember when I was in the final year of my schooling ,my school gang had decided to watch the famous SRK ,Kajol "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai (KKHH) " movie....
I was not much fond of it...but as the whole gang was going I went too...
In the middle of the movie, before the intermission ,I was kind of bored with the melodrama displayed .
When I turned towards my friend sitting on my right to say the same...I was literally shocked to see tears rolling out of her eyes on the emotional scene displayed on the 70 mm screen...
" Haing ? "...meaning completely shocked , was my instant reaction on that situation....
After the movie too...almost every friend of mine had wet eyes while leaving the theatre and I felt really the odd one out as I couldn't pull out even a single drop of tear.
When back home ,I narrated this weird dilemma to my mom , she just smiled and immediately made me realize..."Beta...tu stone hearted hai :P..."
Well...I never gave those words that deep though in my  School ,College ,Job and finally my own venture life....
Years just went by and my life till date has been a fun and frolic ,happy -go-lucky types...
But as one says...one should experience everything in life and bingo....my EQ level started increasing too :D
The first was when I had to leave my junior college gang and step up for higher studies...
Slowly and steadily I learnt this art of Emotional Quotient too...
And the journey at times has been full of warmth and at times it has been really depressing....
The best part of me gaining an insight on the Emotional Quotient level are...
I am able to understand that its the small things that bring happiness to us and  to people around...
I have realized the time given to someone when they need us is the one of the bestest feelings in the world...
I have realized boosting up the shattered one makes you boost up your self confidence to a much higher level... and now I do understand why my friend had tears in her eyes in the middle of KKHH ;-)
Many more such realizations...which cant be expressed...I guess can be just felt....and that is when your EQ is the strongest.... :-);-) !!!!

" to BE "

Blogging after almost 18 months !!!!
And I am still thinking as to what to pen down....
Well today after a long time heard one of my favorite songs viz. Rock Star's  "Kun Faya Kun "
The super amazing lyrics captivated my mind throughout the day....
The eternal bond between human and the ALMIGHTY is so beautifully scripted in the song that each time I hear it...I go spellbound...and get goosebumps literally.. !
Had never before gone this depth in understanding the meaning of songs....but today just could not resist doing so.
I googled about kun faya kun...asked Farha and literally grilled her till I understood the meaning of "Kun Faya Kun "...
With all the patience finally the simplest she could make for me was " The ALMIGHTY says "it BE " and that is what happens"
As usual....I couldn't understand at the first take...but when given the second shot....the words were heaven for me....as that is what happens everyday..... as the ALMIGHTY has planned....!
Each single day....each hour...rather each mili second ..passes as the ALMIGHTY has planned....
At times we crib , cry ,feel jealous , whine ,weep and sometimes literally go the the peak of negativity when things don't work out and we assume that they have gone out of our favor.....but the fact is GOD...the ALMIGHTY had planned it that way .... as in HE had planned us "to BE" in that state... so that when HIS real plan works out....we understand the whole logic behind HIS greatness and come more close to HIM ...
"Wow"..was the only state I was  in the moment these words started pouring meaning to me....and the deep down warmth was felt " to BE " in the state...
Mr. A R Rehman...hats off to your talent.....this shows the deep connection you have with the ALMIGHTY....and thought it...you even made me advance  a level up in connecting with HIM :-);-)..
Thank You :-);-) !!!!